Runaway

Posted: 23rd October 2006 by Jiang Helen in 未分类
厌学情绪高涨.
感觉世间的一切此时都没有了趣味.
我可不是虚无主义者,
但我佩服虚无主义者的勇气.
想成为rebel,
但却总是在内心深处就有一种—
不敢.
我恨自己生来就是个懦夫,
而永远不可能成为勇者—
尽管我看起来是.
 
常常思考生命的意义,
简单说就是做自己想做的事.
如此,
我的生活已失去意义,
或者说,
根本无意义.
但我不可能那样超脱的—
出世,
因为我—
不敢.
想做的不能实现,
不能做真正的自己,
真是荒唐.
 
傻瓜一样的我,
像傻瓜一样的坐着,
不知所云.
 
 

The Love Album

Posted: 20th October 2006 by Jiang Helen in 未分类
Westlife新专辑的名字.
很久没有听到他们的声音了.
现在听起来好怀念,好温馨,好感动.
真的直入你的心灵,使你想起
聆听他们的歌声的无数个夜晚,
凝视他们海报的瞬间,
幻想他们在做什么的时刻,
梦想爱尔兰的空气~~~
有一种愿望得不到实现而不得不依附空想来填补的感觉~~~
好想***
Westlife=West life
 
 
 
listening website: http://www.haoting.com/musiclist/ht_b0c79fdb1d634045.htm
 

Vincent

Posted: 20th October 2006 by Jiang Helen in 未分类
Vincent

Starry starry night
paint your palette blue and grey
look out on a summer’s day
with eyes that know the darkness in my soul.
Shadows on the hills
sketch the trees and the daffodils
catch the breeze and the winter chills
in colors on the snowy linen land.
And now I understand
what you tried to say to me
and how you suffered for your sanity
and how you tried to set them free.
They would not listen they did not know how
perhaps they’ll listen now.
Starry starry night
flaming flowers that brightly blaze
swirling clouds in violet haze
reflect in Vincent’s eyes of China blue.
Colors changing hue
morning fields of amber grain
weathered faces lined in pain
are smoothed beneath the artist’s loving hand.
And now I understand
what you tried to say to me
and how you suffered for your sanity
and how you tried to set them free.
They would not listen they did not know how
perhaps they’ll listen now.
For they could not love you
but still your love was true
and when no hope was left in sight on that
starry starry night.
You took your life as lovers often do,
But I could have told you Vincent
this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you.
Starry starry night
portraits hung in empty halls
frameless heads on nameless walls
with eyes that watch the world and can’t forget.
Like the stranger that you’ve met
the ragged men in ragged clothes
the silver thorn of bloddy rose
lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow.
And now I think I know
what you tried to say to me
and how you suffered for your sanity
and how you tried to set them free.
They would not listen they’re not listening still
perhaps they never will.

My Mood

Posted: 20th October 2006 by Jiang Helen in 未分类
心情不错,进入了SK复赛.天津第4.
后天就要去参加培训了.
更多的挑战在前面等着我们—
Mozart和Esperanza—
加油!
所有人都加油啊!
       

Starry Night

Posted: 6th October 2006 by Jiang Helen in 未分类
又是一年中秋.又是一朝圆月.
我没有赏月.
因为有朗月的时候就不会有繁星.没有繁星的月夜是冷寂的,没有繁星的天空是灰沉的—
繁星的美已经不能够用文字来形容了. 只能用你的心去感受, 用你的耳朵去聆听—听,那是星的低语.
想起星就很容易想起Vencent Van Gogh, 他的名作"星夜". 但没想到就在这样一个星夜, 他用和凡人同样的方式结束了自己的生命—请容许我不称他为凡人—但我想说:
这个世界配不上像你这样如此美好的人啊!

The disparities between reality and the dream

Posted: 5th October 2006 by Jiang Helen in 未分类
唉,又过了一天~~~
真不敢想象我将在这片虚无中度过如此之长的时间.我有时很喜欢睡觉,因为睡觉时会做梦,做梦很好.但当我醒来,一切都恢复原状,没有了童话般的草地,没有了各种奇思怪想,没有了无拘无束,没有了斑斓的色彩.当我醒来,我丢失了我的世界.
现实和梦境相去甚远.真的.我以前对此拒理力争,但现在早已没有了辩驳的勇气.
现实是什么样的?每个人都有目共睹.但梦境的样子只有自己知道.
现实太过于自我化,它没有留给我创造的余地.一己之力太过单薄,不能够扭转整个世界—即使是为了现实的利益.
也许有人会说我太过偏激,我无语.
可能现实中已没有像我这么冷静的人了— 哈哈哈— 我无奈的自恋的仰天长笑.
这个世界束缚了我的创造力,阻碍了我的思想—你有什么思想??!!
1:(600000000-1)
面对这样的对比,我扭身走开.
 
 
———献给敬爱的Che Guevara
 

Kulturabend

Posted: 1st October 2006 by Jiang Helen in 未分类
Haha, u can’t understand what it means right?
It means culture festival.
We had a German culture festival during this programme. It was fantastic!
Felix and some students performed a show, it was a situation play. The leading role was a girl, she spoke standard Chinese (I just mean the pronunciation). Felix performed a kind of instrument with other students. Everyone of them held a stick and the sticks can give out different tones of sounds, and these tones compounded a melody of "two tigers" , Gut!
Also, their teachers sang some songs, really FUNNY !
And the students of our school performanced a play of "Princess Cicy" in German , Super!
A German student played piano, one of our schoolmates played erhu(the traditional Chinese instrument), and painting.

Our first day at school

Posted: 1st October 2006 by Jiang Helen in 未分类
When he came to our classroom for the first time, my classmates gave a big welcome to him, and he was very surprised about that. He’s very happy.
And during the geography class, he even took notes! But he said he could only understand 1% of what teacher said, because they were all in Chinese!
And fortunately, the last class is German, and it’s so easy for he native!! And they even want to help us during the German test.
And in the morning, they played Taichi , he thought it was great! and they also learnt Arkupunture, about Chinese medicine.
 
 

Happy to see my German friend

Posted: 10th September 2006 by Jiang Helen in 未分类
Today, I met my German friend. He’s taller than me and he’s so handsome!
We talked a lot on our way home. He’s amazed at the prosperous of Tianjin. He was very excited. He likes a city with lots of people. I told him the changing of Tianjin and China.
I asked him if he’s tired after a long trip, he said that never mind, he was a little bit tired, and now he’d like to go and see everywhere in Tianjin. And we planed to go to Water Park, but when we got home, after ate our lunch, he’s so sleepy, and we let him sleep for a while, and he even fainted after a 15-hour trip on the plane. He slept and slept, until 5 o’clock p.m. he awoke. And we changed our plan to go to the supermarket. We bought some snacks, and that’s the first day we spent together.
So happy to meet him, and I bet we can be good friends!

Germany vs Ireland—Germany won!!

Posted: 3rd September 2006 by Jiang Helen in 未分类

    今天凌晨传来捷报:德国队1:0击败了爱尔兰队。
上半场Podolski小角度射门,球打在爱尔兰一名防守队员两腿之间,球弹进了爱

尔兰的大门!1:0!
     下半场Lahm和Lenson频频助攻,多次险些攻破对手大门。Lehmann表现出色,在球

门前的出击范围更大,使得球队零失球。Ballack继续充当其中场中转站的角色。

Klose几次头球都险些破门。Schneider在场上拼抢得很凶,也有几次的破门机会


爱尔兰后防还有待加强,你可知德国队中后卫Lenson竟自带球前去破门,可惜一

脚兜大了。
      可气的是爱尔兰一后卫一脚踩到了小猪Schweinsteiger的脚后跟,鞋钉扎进了球

鞋,小猪当场倒地了。但幸好无大碍,只是苦了小猪多缠了一条绷带。
      德国队实力明显强于对手,这也是主教练勒夫上任以来带队参加的第一场国际比

赛。希望他能续写Klinsmann的辉煌,续写德国队的辉煌!!

 

      P.S:我真是太开心了,德国队赢了!一定要支持德国队啊!!God bless u,

German national team!!